Saturday, December 31, 2005

*wink*

assalamualaykum..
Praise be to Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful. Alhamdulillah, we welcome the new year with new hopes and prayers in our hearts. May this year brings happiness and success and hopefully, makes us better persons, insyaAllah.
I am in school at this very moment. Tomorrow's the first day for schools in Kelantan, Terengganu and Kedah. My 2-months break has ended, indeed. Sigh~
I've been meaning to blog after I finished up the layout, but as always, the dial-up connection @home just keep giving me headaches. Super-slow connection + disconnection every 10 minutes.. who can stand the pressure?!! : [am using school's broadband now. :D]
Alright, what more to tell? Fyi, I did nothing the past couple of months @home. Absolutely nothing meaningful. Being with family is a bless for me, I guess. I couldn't ask for more. Babysitting my niece+nephews, cooking lessons with Ma [traditional kuehs this time] et cetera. I spent most of the time with family. And close friends.
Happy New Year, people. Make a positive start today and everyday that follows. Pray that peace will be in our hands this time around, insyaAllah. Take good care.
Wassalam~

Monday, December 5, 2005

fresh.

assalamualaykum..
i finally managed to come up with a new layout. :D spent the whole day with a friend of mine in order to finish this up...~ fine, i actually FORCED shambie to help me!! hehe. so the credit goes to her for the job well done.but i did chip in once in a while okay, giving ideas and small, small contributions [and so i thought..] +LOL+

K.Ruby, what do you think of this new layout? is it nice?

i chose 6 December to 'launch' this new layout for a reason. why? well, it's our TKC 9600 10th anniversary today.God, time flies so fast as it feels as if it was only yesterday we first set out feet in Bukit Merbah. memories.nothing can ever change the friendship we shared in those five wonderful years. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLASS OF 2000!

alhamdulillah, i hope this new layout will boost up my passion in writing. till then, take good care everyone. smile,today is not the day for any of us to be weary. live life!!

wassalam~

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

mid-ramadhan

assalamualaykum~
like always, my entry will begin with apologies. :)
sorry for the silence.
sorry for not updating the blog.
it's already 15th Ramadhan 1426H today..
alhamdulillah.
but i feel sad somehow..
the end is near, guys..
Syawal is coming, and we'll be missing Ramadhan.
Qiamu Ramadhan[taraweh],Lailatul-qadr'..
+sigh+
will be posting a longer blog next time.
later!
wassalam~

p/s: k.Ruby, your comments made me want to blog again.thanks, sis!!

Sunday, October 2, 2005

disease!

assalamualaykum..
take a deep breath and relax.
not that i'm having any fatal disease [nauzubillah] or what..
albeit the ever-so-dangerous dengue fever attacking klang valley n johore..
again, I'M BORED WITH MY BLOG LAYOUT.
that IS the disease.
looking forward for a new one..
i might even change the whole concept..
who knows? being fizzy, that's just me..
i easily get bored with something.
huhu..
then again, maybe i was just plain jealous..
looking at other people's blogs that look a LOT more interesting..
content-wise and layout-wise..
time for a change??
hrmmmm.. it's about time~
wassalam~

Friday, September 30, 2005

phew~

assalamualaykum..
finally a post from me..
i just came back from kuantan..
had a course there..
and arrived in school this morning after 2-hours drive from my house..
nope..actually it's 1 hour and a half..
[as there weren't much traffic in the morning..]
thehehehehehe..
will be writing a longer post afterwards..
later!!

Friday, September 9, 2005

LOL

assalamualaykum~
i came across this pict just now.
when i was browsing through *INDRANI's myspace.
thought it was funny.
+LaughingOutLoud+
but @ the same time this gas thingy hits me..
this is the flip side of the coin with owning a car!
[yup, k.ruby i stole your line!!]
sigh~


PostScript: Check out Indrani's hit "Berdiri", i thought 'twas awesome for a local band like them.
*formerly known as "RATU".

Sunday, September 4, 2005

ahh~

assalamualaykum..
even though the college meant well by putting up those words,
i think we like it better WITHOUT them..
that way, the juniors can still have their film show outside the hall..
once in a while..


Wednesday, August 31, 2005

language.


assalamualaykum..
being an English teacher doesn't mean that i am GOOD in English..
seriously.
i am not.
it's just that i really love the language, and i prefer to write in English..
i know i can express things better (in Bahasa)..
but i chose not to..
reason being, my English [both writing+speaking] are deteriorating at a rapid pace..
why? because i believe in 'practice makes perfect'..
in order to be good in any language,one must practice and use it regularly.
then only we'll master the language.
fyi, i even teach English in Bahasa @SK Sungai Lerek..
it's not that i hadn't try, but seeing those BLANK faces really demotivated me.
so, Bahasa Melayu it is.. [kelate dialect once in a while..]
how am i going to improve my English?
i can't even apply the language when and where i'm supposed to..
hence [in my humble opinion], blogging in English helps slowering the pace.
notice that i'm using VERY simple English all the time..
'cause that's all i'm capable of, people..
compare if you must..with this and this for instance.
there are a lot of differences between my writing and theirs.
don't you think?
wish i could write as good as them...
and speak likewise..

a dull issue this time? pardon me~

wassalam~

Sunday, August 28, 2005

done!

PERMOHONAN CUTI REHAT

assalamualaykum...
yes, i've sent the form to the office...
gonna have a 4-day break for merdeka..
*yay*
and do excuse my lousy scanning work..
it was just not my forte!
wassalam~

Saturday, August 27, 2005

aloha~

assalamualaykum...
aloha, people!!
not that i just came back from hawaii,
but loafing @home for a week gave me almost the same feeling..
[even though i haven't gone to waikiki beach or anywhere overseas for that matter!]
+LOL+
as i always say, a week long break is not enough for a lazy teacher like moi..
my boss datuk seri hishamuddin [ministry of edu.] should give me a month break.
then again, at the end of the month, i would surely be asking for a year break instead..
haha..

a comment by eddie in my last post urged me to write..
not that he asked me to, but i felt the need to post something at least..
well, i haven't heard from him for quite a while, that's why..
kind of miss my old and best buddy, edwin..
was so touched when he left a message cum comment in my blog..
though 'twas extremely short..
[but @least that's to prove you are still alive,rite?!! :D]

pardon me, visitors of fizzy's blog.
nowadays i'm doing a better job as a reader rather than a writer..
besides novels, i read the tkcoga blog on regular basis..
i even read my friend Kuza's blog @ friendster!!
talk about laziness..~
anyways, today's the first day of school for Terengganu, Kelantan and Kedah..
and i know a LOT of you people out there are enjoying your weekend whilst i'm stuck here in Setiu, trying my best to be the 'best' teacher on earth..
+LOL+

there you are..my entry for this oh-so-lame blog..
will be writing some time soon [hopefully]..
wassalam~

Saturday, August 20, 2005

numb

assalamualaykum..

so many things happened
so many things to tell
yet, my fingers' numb.
ttyl.

wassalam~







Thursday, August 18, 2005

alhamdulillah

Anwar dapat RM4.5 juta

Oleh Anwar Hussin

KUALA LUMPUR: Datuk Seri Anwar Ibrahim diberi ganti rugi berjumlah RM4.5 juta selepas memenangi kes saman fitnah terhadap penulis buku 50 Dalil Mengapa Anwar Tidak Boleh Jadi PM, Datuk Khalid Jafri dan isterinya.
Ganti rugi yang diperoleh Anwar itu adalah antara yang tertinggi dalam sejarah perundangan negara.Hakim Mahkamah Tinggi, Datuk Mohd Hishamuddin Mohd Yunos, ketika membaca keputusannya berkata, mahkamah menilai ganti rugi itu selepas mengambil kira yang dakwaan dalam buku berkenaan bukan saja banyak, tetapi juga sangat berniat jahat terhadap seseorang yang memegang jawatan tinggi dalam kerajaan dan politik seperti Anwar.
"Malah tidak ada sebarang permohonan maaf daripada defendan, dan terus ingkar sehingga hari ini."
"Ganti rugi yang diberikan mestilah membayangkan sejauh mana teruk dakwaan defendan dan juga sejauh mana kesan yang dihadapi oleh plaintif dan keluarga kerana dakwaan itu,"katanya.
Anwar memperoleh RM4 juta sebagai ganti rugi fitnah, RM500,000 kerana berlaku konspirasi sehingga membawa mudarat, serta kos.Anwar, 58, menamakan Abdul Khalid @ Khalid Jafri Bakar Shah sebagai defendan pertama; isterinya, Rozihan A Ghani (yang disaman bagi pihak syarikat penerbit, Media Pulau Lagenda) sebagai defendan kedua.Pada 20 Januari lalu, mahkamah sama membenarkan saman Anwar terhadap Khalid atas dakwaan memfitnahnya.
Anwar yang disingkirkan daripada jawatan Timbalan Perdana Menteri pada 2 September 1998, mengemukakan tuntutan ganti rugi berjumlah RM6.5 juta.Saman itu difailkan pada 18 Jun 1998, dengan mendakwa kandungan buku berkenaan berniat jahat, serta penulis dan isterinya berkomplot dengan seteru-seteru politiknya untuk memfitnah beliau dengan mendakwa antara lain, beliau adalah homoseksual, seorang pemimpin yang mengamalkan rasuah, seorang penderhaka, terbabit dalam zina dan sehinggakan mempunyai seorang anak luar nikah.
Khalid tidak hadir dalam perbicaraan kes itu kerana dia kini sedang dirawat di Hospital Selayang selepas kakinya terpaksa dipotong dari paras paha baru-baru ini berikutan penyakit diabetes kronik.
Pada 8 Julai lalu, Khalid dikenakan hukuman penjara 12 bulan oleh Mahkamah Sesyen Ampang selepas didapati bersalah menulis maklumat palsu dalam buku itu.
Mohd Hishamuddin berkata, kerjaya politik Anwar musnah disebabkan penerbitan buku itu dan serangan kejam terhadapnya oleh defendan-defendan yang berkomplot dengan yang lain membawa penghinaan dan cemuhan awam selain tekanan mental kepada Anwar dan keluarganya yang begitu sukar untuk dibayangkan.
Beliau berkata, tujuan utama defendan menerbitkan buku itu ialah untuk memusnahkan reputasi plaintif dan kerjaya politiknya memandangkan ia diedarkan di Perhimpunan Agung Umno 1998.


courtesy: Berita Harian

Saturday, August 13, 2005

concept

assalamualaykum..
notice that my blog has become anything BUT simple.
with a lot of nonsense be it on the sidebar or below the blogger navbar.
am i going against the concept?
definitely not.
because there are reasons why i put google adsense and search bar.
but i'm not going to bore you with them..
my hope is, make use of both adsense and search bar..
alright?!
take care people!!

wassalam~

postScript: shazu, i'm getting better emotionally.

Saturday, August 6, 2005

busy.

assalamualaykum..
Muse's "Time Is Running Out" can be considered as my theme song..
yup, time flies so fast..yet i've so much to do..
students have just finished their exams and i've got piles of exam papers to mark..
the district education office wants us teachers to prepare a cd to introduce our school..
shheeeesshh~ that means more and more students will be neglected..
just now we had a meeting and i've to construct a website for SK Sungai Lerek..
we're entering a web competition held by maxis..
and i've been given full responsibilities to be the content manager as it has to be fully english.
+sigh+ (how i wish i was idaman or maya at this moment!)
so, if anyone can help me lessen this pressure..
do tell me a.s.a.p.

*doomed*

wassalam~

Tuesday, August 2, 2005

comment!!

assalamualaykum..
Haloscan commenting and trackback have been added to this blog.
kindly leave a comment 'if' i post an entry..
:)
+am now in a computer course, again!+

Saturday, July 30, 2005

low

assalamualaykum..
have not yet fully recovered from the 'disease' i've written in the recent post.
thanks to shazu, for taking your time asking me what the problem is..
thing is, i can't answer it either..

~i'm feeling low~

wassalam.

Monday, July 25, 2005

finally!

assalamualaykum..
after a very long period,
i finally made up my mind to post an entry in this blog..
no specific idea on what to write as nothing's vivid in my memory..
so actually i've nothing to share..
wait~
on second thought, maybe i do..
fyi, i'm feeling a bit down lately..
poor kids, they have to suffer the consequences..
having an emotional teacher like yours truly,
everyday there must be at least one student got scolded.
(only these past few days, mind you..before i was like an angel, okay?!)
i have no idea what caused this emotional 'breakdown' inside of me..
friends?workload?financial problem?loneliness?
~sigh~
i want to be happy like everyone..
i want to be able to smile again..
i want to be the best teacher..
i want to be everything that i'm not!

wassalam~

Monday, June 20, 2005

howdy?!

assalamualaykum..
pardon me for not blogging lately..
been real busy [as if i'm the PM of msia..]
plus i have not gone back to Kutan since the last school break..
and though my visit to the school lab is an 'everyday basis',
i have yet to come up with ideas on what to write..
i just got back to school actually, attended a half-day course of ICT..
next week i've to start teaching ICT thingies to Year One students..
can you imagine that?
i've suffered enough teaching them English, now have to be burdened with the new subject.
sigh~
alright, have to go real quick..
astalavista!!
wassalam.

postScript: AFundi MAWI!!! {+LOL}

Friday, June 10, 2005

over!

assalamualaykum..
the school break has finally come to an end..
huhuuuhuhuhuhu...
2 weeks felt like 2 seconds..
and today i've to drive back to setiu..+sigh+
[in terengganu, Shazu!!]
+LOL+
take good care, people..
wassalam~

Wednesday, June 8, 2005

amaranthine

assalamualaykum..
dearest friends of tkc..
let's us treasure this date..
as it had already been 5 years since our last play..
'amaranthine' is THE BEST we've ever done..
though luck was not on our side that fatal night..
anyways, each day in Bukit Merbah was a memorable one..
nothing can change that..
right, gals?!
miss all of ya..
-XoX-



postScript: happy birthday,Farihan![tkc0004]

Monday, June 6, 2005

saved

assalamualaykum..
to mr M who's been wondering why i'm saved,
here's why~
the summons ticket wasn't mine!!!![yay!]
i've just realized that 3rd april i was in Pantai Cahaya Bulan..
for my Maxis course..
and my brother drove my car to his in laws' that day..
so 'twas his fault!!!
+LOL+

Saturday, June 4, 2005

lonely.

assalamualaykum..
the song hits me like a rock..
left a bruised heart inside of me..
lonely..i am ms. lonely..i have nobody..to call my own..

"i'm so lonely..
i am mr lonely
i have nobody

to call my own.."

summons~

assalamualaykum...
life can't get any easier for me..
[economy-wise]
wanna hear a story?
just now Abah asked me to get online and check his summons [if there's any..]
'thanks' to the dial up connection i'm using, Abah got so tired of waiting he went to sleep.
i waited patiently and checked his PDRM summons..
alhamdulillah, the message was "SUMMONS NOT FOUND".
people say curiousity kills the cat.
in my case, it kills my savings account!!
i checked my summons [so confident of getting the same message..]
but, voila!!! --> "1 SUMMONS/ES FOUND"
offence: SPEEDING.. dated 3rd april 2005..
[hey,..am i not the most 'berhemat' driver?!] +LOL+
at this very moment i'm soooooooooooo devastated.
owning a car DOES cost a lot of ringgit..

-downpayment: rm5000
-monthly installment: rm320
-renew road tax : rm90 [6months]
-paint : rm200+ [my car spoiler needs a repaint]
-engine service: rm100+
-SUMMONS: rm 150

those are only a few examples..
being a career woman is no fun at all when it comes to budgeting your money..
anybody knows how to get extra money for my wallet/savings account?!!!
SMS me a.s.a.p.
wassalam.

life's tough~

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

camping

assalamualaykum..
who says being a teacher means less work?
[i've A LOT of exam papers to mark]
and teachers get loadsa holidays?
[i've to come to school during hols and teach..]
no headache or pressure whatsoever?
[aspirin's my best friend now..?!!]
if any of you has the same thoughts then think again..
[yours truly used to think the same way too..+LOL]
i mean, it had only been 5 months approx since i started my career..
and my mindset has change towards this profession..
i take back my words if i ever said being a teacher is an easy job.
there are absolutely quite a number of workload..
courses we had to attend..[furthermore with loadsa changes in the ministry nowadays..]
well, not that i'm struggling at the moment but frankly, it's the same..
whatever your job is..
i pity my friends who are doing their practical at various factories right now..
i heard their working hours+holidays are much less than mine..
in that case, i think the word alhamdulillah is appropriate..
was i being emotional/irrational?! thehehehe..~
anyhoo, back to the title above,..
the school's having a camping from 26th-28th may..
being THE ONLY SINGLE teacher in the school,i've to stay with the kids 24hrs a day..
whilst other teachers sleeping soundly @their respective homes..
+sigh+
now that's another challenge..
till next time, astalavista muchachos~

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

double

assalamualaykum..
birthday+teacher's day..
now that's double celebration pour moi..
[anyways, thanks for all the wishes..]
fyi, as of today i am 8040 days old..
pretty old, don't you think?!
sounds scary too..+LOL+
teacher's day celebration turned out to be a BLAST!
i actually performed in front of the whole school occ.
thehehehehehehehe..
i sang Jay Jay's 'Rindu Bayangan' as 'twas the only song in the list
that i'm familiar with..
my students told me i did well..
so enough said.
it didn't rain that day. +LOL+
byebye for now..
have to go to a tuition class..
wassalam~

Saturday, May 7, 2005

wishes..

happy mother's day to the queen of my heart,
Pn Radziah Abdullah
(thanks for being around,Ma..love ya!)
happy birthday to an old friend,
Nik Mohd Izwan Nik Din
(a year older, a year 'nicer'?!)
and to a special friend of mine,a VIP,
Ahmad Zidni Mat..
(congratulations for graduating with flying colors!)

i doubt any of them would read these wishes..
but to those who are,
just so you know that they are very special to me..
in their own kind of way.. ;)
wassalam~

convocation

assalamualaykum..
supposedly i'm in KL at this very moment for my convo.
but, i chose not to.
why?
hrmmm..
there's a conflict inside of me..
i think it's too personal [for me] to blurt it out here..
but maybe later i'll change my mind..who knows?
as for now..i don't wanna talk about it..
for the record, i didn't fail my diploma.
hehehe..
wassalam~

Thursday, April 21, 2005

news.

assalamualykum..
do check out today's Berita Harian or just click here
thehehhe..am i a proud teacher or what?

+giggles+
wassalam~

Saturday, April 16, 2005

sepet

assalamualaykum..
i know it's a bit late to be bragging about the film 'sepet'..
but i have to.. :) i just love the film..
a standing ovation to yasmin ahmad for creating such great movie..
'malaysian' movie?..naahhh..
malaysians still loyal to those Sembilu films etc..
sadly that's what we call 'malaysian' movie nowadays..
yasmin ahmad's SEPET may not be great,like P.Ramlee's [i don't fancy old movies though..]
but at least there are loads of things that we can learn from it.
national integration?obviously we can see that in Sepet..
anyhoo, what i'm trying to say is, i'm proud that malaysian can come up with such films..
i even bought ORIGINAL vcd of Sepet, ok? thehehehe..
so, like..i'll update more some time later..
got some things to share..
till then, take care..
wassalam~

Sunday, April 10, 2005

@school

assalamualaykum..
i'm writing form my school lab at this very moment..
just finished a short meeting with my senior assistant regarding our school project.
extra classes in the evening and night too.. ~sheesh~
my workload is getting thicker,..bigger,.. or fatter... you name it..
hopefully i'll catch up..
anyways, to those who have started their practical today:-
[..aboon, azera, faqroul..]
"WELCOME TO THE COMMUNITY OF WORKING PEOPLE"..
thehehehehehe..i hope that all of you will take the opportunity to learn and then be the best in whatever your field is..
take good care, you guys..
my mind's numb~
wassalam.

Tuesday, April 5, 2005

webbie!

assalamualaykum..
5th day at the camp and thank god i have accomplished THE mission of this camp/course.
>>building our school website<<
thehehehe..not somthing that can be proud of as the tool we used was quite basic..
on the contrary,the site was built from 8am-10pm..
even this blog took a longer time..+LOL+
ok then, the facilitator's rushing us for our performance's last practice..
adios, chicas!!
do drop by my school site here.
wassalam~

Monday, April 4, 2005

@PCB

assalamualaykum..
looks like i have not been blogging for quite a long time, aight?
thousand apologies, as i was so busy with loads of things..
last week my school hosted a co-academic competition and i was given the responsibilities to prepare some students with story telling..[ironic, ey??'story telling'..+LOL+]
anyhoo the girls didn't get the top 3 places..i wonder why..hehehehhe..with my skills in it..huhuhu..
as the blog title goes, i'm at pcb a.k.a Pantai Cahaya Bulan at the moment.
attending a computer course along with 4 students and another teacher.
this maxis-sponsored course is a week long..and called Cyberkids Camp..
the camp tergetted the rural schools..[like where i'm teaching..]
basically it wants to expose students from rural areas to learn and use computer, the programs in it, the internet etc..
the approach used in this camp is quite good as the children could come up with projects amazingly by themselves..
[though we the teachers enhances themafter that..]
for more information, just click here..
think i'm not going to write any longer..
take care, friends~
wassalam.

Friday, March 25, 2005

congratulations!

+Centenary Celebration Day+

.

to all MCKK9600 thoroughbreds,
congratulations for the Malay College's 100 years anniversary..
(ours will only be in 2047..huhu..)

Thursday, March 24, 2005

why?

assalamualaykum
maybe you're wondering why all of a sudden i created this new blog
+sigh+
simply because i'm bored with the old one
and the need to move on
i'll personalised this new blog step by step..slowly
that's what i hope to achieve
so, bear with me
i'll try to come up with a topic in each entry
maybe all of us can share our thoughts and opinions, to show that we are mature people now..hehehehe
so, like..that's all for now
wassalam~

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

frustrated.

assalamualaykum..
i tried my best to make sure this new blog turns out as i wanted it to be. but to no avail.
i coudn't view the babelfish translater.
some of you may see it prefectly placed below the hit-counter.
hence, no need of cracking your head wondering what i'm babbling about.
cause of problem?
[i don't have the slightest idea..]
a friend said one possibility is because of the connection method.
dial up never fails to cause prob, he said.
i agreed 200%.
in my own humble opinion [forgive me if i'm wrong, IT geniuses!],
the processor i'm using, perhaps?
to those familiar with these thingies, fyi,i'm not using the usual intel pentium II,III,4 etc.
it's cyrix a.k.a 'never used by anyone before'.
this frustating situation gives me an idea all of a sudden.
why not switch to the FLAWLESS macintosh?
[plz laugh as loud as you can now..]
because the idea of switching to a mac is somewhat the same as
the idea of switching a BMX to a BMW..
[get it?or am i talking nonsense already?!]
+sigh+
anyhoo,this entry should be short and brief. i don't know how i managed to type this long.
hence i end it here, for now.
adieu~

Monday, March 14, 2005

new..

assalamualaykum..
after browsing a number of webhosting sites, i finally come back to blogspot.
maybe because of its user-friendly methods, and it suits me --->a HTML+CSS dumb.
and further more, it's FREE.
so, here goes my new weblog..
hopefully i'll stick to this one..and will regularly send entries..hehe..
till then, have a nice life.