finally!

assalamualaykum..
after a very long period,
i finally made up my mind to post an entry in this blog..
no specific idea on what to write as nothing's vivid in my memory..
so actually i've nothing to share..
wait~
on second thought, maybe i do..
fyi, i'm feeling a bit down lately..
poor kids, they have to suffer the consequences..
having an emotional teacher like yours truly,
everyday there must be at least one student got scolded.
(only these past few days, mind you..before i was like an angel, okay?!)
i have no idea what caused this emotional 'breakdown' inside of me..
friends?workload?financial problem?loneliness?
~sigh~
i want to be happy like everyone..
i want to be able to smile again..
i want to be the best teacher..
i want to be everything that i'm not!

wassalam~