Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Quiz!

Assalamualaykum.

Am really sorry to those who have been visiting this page and find no update whatsoever from yours truly.
These past few days I was not really in the mood to post anything.
As always, I need someone to 'wake me up' from this laziness.
And this time around, it's pa'chik. [Boring ekkk kena Teh 'O' je?? ;p]
LOL..


Actually, today I don't really feel like writing either.
So, who's up for a short quiz? :D

Okay, there's this picture here..
I've numbered 6 of the Kelantan kuehs..
Can you give me the name of those delicacies?
[pa'chik...jgn malukan oghe Kelate..heheheheh..]
Please click on the picture for bigger view.



Selamat mencuba!!
:)

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Ramadhan 1428

Assalamualaykum.

And Alhamdulillah..
For this year Allah has granted us another chance to perform our ibadah [fasting]..
To start off this holy month of Ramadhan, I'd like to apologize to everyone reading this blog.
Sorry if I've wronged you in any way..
Purposely or vice versa.
Please find it in your heart to forgive all my wrong doings.

"These days of, the month of Ramadān, wherein the Qur'ān was revealed, from the Preserved Tablet to the earthly heaven on the Night of Ordainment [laylat al-qadr] from Him, a guidance (hudan, 'a guidance', is a circumstantial qualifier), guiding away from error, for the people, and as clear proofs, lucid verses, of the Guidance, the rulings that guide to truth, and, of, the Criterion, that discriminates between truth and falsehood.."



Selamat Menjalani Ibadah Puasa...
Wassalam~

Saturday, September 8, 2007

Fever!

Assalamualaykum..

It's the High School Musical 2 FEVER and I'm feeling it!
La la la la la~
I just can't wait to see the sequel tonight..
There's no need to be thinking whether I've gone nuts or what..
I am like that sometimes..
Especially when my 'jiwa keanak-anakan' kicks in.
[I do watch SpongeBob,Avatar and Hannah Montana quite religiously, you know..]
Hahahahhahaha..



When There Was Me And You

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
+ + + + +

The melody of the song was quite boring actually, hence I won't upload it here.
But I kinda like the lyrics though. Hehehehe..
And I think I fell asleep during the part when Gabriella was singing this particular song.
Hahahahahahhahaha..

Wassalam~

Friday, September 7, 2007

3MlmTnp( * )

Assalamualaykum..

I've never realized the significance of this song until today.
As always, I cherised the lyric of any songs best while I'm driving.
And for this song it's no difference..
Man, what's wrong with me??
Wasn't I supposed to be ignorant?

+ + + + +
Fiq (Mentor) - 3 Malam Tanpa Bintang.

Kasih.. maafkan diriku
Banyak dosaku padamu
Tidak terhitung jari jemari daku
Tak dapat dibilang bagai bintang beribu
Sukarnya diriku menebus kekhilafan yang lalu

Kasih.. engkau tak bersalah
Hanya hatiku yang buta
Tulus dan ikhlas kau korban jiwa raga
Dan tanpa belas ku buat kau kecewa
Ku tahu dirimu sukar melupakan segalanya

Tiga malam tanpa bintang
Dan diriku dihimpit penyesalan
Arah tuju kian fanaKerna hilangnya manira
Bagaikan siang diselubung gerhana

Kembalikan senda tawa
Pulangkanlah manis disenyum manja
Ku pahatkan keinsafan
Dan patrikan kesetiaan
Sehingga nadi menafikan nyawa
+ + + + +


Pa'chik (and everybody)..
Please bear with me for a few more days ok? ;p
I think this won't take long..
The personality 'transition' is not that easy as it seems to be.

Psssst.. Shambie darling..
Do excuse our extremely short date last night.
So short you only managed to finish only a slice of that finger-licking papperoni dip-licious pizza.
[some more with Nuqman around and the waiter who acted like he's chasing us away..LOL!!]

Wassalam~

Thursday, September 6, 2007

Decision.

Assalamualaykum.

To me, I'm a terrible decision maker.
I do things when time is almost running out.
People closest to me [especially my colleagues + boss], are well aware of this bad quality of mine.

On a different note, I'm getting better at making things worse these days.
But heck, I'm a different person now [I wish!!!]..
I am selfish, cruel and couldn't care less of what's happening around me.
As long as I'm happy, I'm happy.. [on the outside at least.]
Come to think of it, that's just another bad quality I've acquired, kan?
LOL

Getting back to the topic, I'm beginning to consider closing down this account @blogspot.
As much as I love my identity "fizhasan", I'm suffocating now.
I can't breathe here anymore.. and my mind is getting numb each day.
Perhaps I shouldn't reopen after the short hiatus status last time.

But still, I looooooooooove writing.
This passion I have for writing, no one can ever take it away.
Hence this blog is the place for me to let out my feelings.
[This is the downside of being single+available, ok people? Should I have a boyfriend, he might end up dead deaf by now listening to me whining.. huhu~]

However, it is still in my consideration.
I might close down this 'premise', but InsyaAllah I won't disappear in this blogosphere.
It is afterall, THE place where I got to know loads and loads of unforgettable, extraordinary and special people like:

KAK RUBY, ABE ID,KAK PB,PA'CHIK,DR SO'OD,ACHIK
and the list goes on..

They have all touched my heart in their own special kind of ways.
Up to a point that I felt like I've known them for ages.

Yes, I am terribly confused now.
But no, I don't think I felt a pang of guilt anymore.
I've just turned into the virtual version of "Cruella De Vil".

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

Uncomfortable.

Assalamualaykum..



Sometimes I don't really understand LIFE.
Why should it be so difficult to understand?
Why must it bring sadness and confusion to me when all I need is PEACE?
Why, oh why??

These past few weeks I've been trying hard to be joyous.
To show my happy face to everyone..
I fought with my own emotion..trying to forget the sadness.
And the GUILT.

But in the end what good does that give me?
None. Nothing at all.

Perhaps I should be CRUEL this time around.
I should stop caring..
Because by showing that I care, I only make matters worse.
So ironic, don't you think?

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

Fate

Assalamualaykum.

I'm a big believer of the Fate Allah has bestowed on us.
Yesterday, it came unexpectedly true to me.
Patience has always been one of my virtues, and alhamdulillah..it pays.
I have to restrain myself from elaborating about it further.
As I promised myself not to talk to other people about it anymore.
Enough said that it brought tears of joy to me.

Ironically, a small spot in my heart ached too.. +sigh+

Feel like I'm talking nonsense? LOL
I just can't wait for today's school hours to end actually.
It's my students' last day of UPSR.
And tomorrow it's finally MERDEKA for yours truly..
Yeayyyyyyy!!! Hehehehehehe..

Sunday, September 2, 2007

UPSR

Assalamualaykum..
Today is THE DAY.
At this very moment my kids are fighting for their battle.. UPSR..
If you're reading this, I'd like to ask for a favor.
Please recite AL-FATIHAH for my kids.
Once is good enough.
Hopefully your prayers and mine will help them go through the exam.
Semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan mereka..
Aminnnnnnn~


Wassalam~