Sunday, January 22, 2006

hate

Assalamualaykum.

I hate myself today. For not being able to forget things that I should've get off my mind. And soul. When I thought that things will turn out okay, that's when I'm reminded time and again about 'em. Talking in riddles, am I? Pardon me people, as I'm not being myself today.

Be grateful of what Allah has given. Every cloud has a silver lining, they say. Even if things look very bad, there must be some good outcome as well. InsyaAllah.

Should I not hate myself? Maybe I shouldn't. Friends and family are always around for me.Wassalam~

Sunday, January 15, 2006

aloha!

Assalamualaykum.

A Hawaiian spirit for me today? ha ha. I really need a vacation. [even though I just came back from a 6-day break!] Frankly, I don't know why going back home every weekend is a must for me. "Rumahku Syurgaku"??.. he he.. Yeah, maybe that's true.

By the way, I went for a medical check up yesterday @ Klinik Kesihatan Kota Bharu. The doctor told me I have a big (if not enormous) heart. Literally. [Jantung=heart, Hati=liver, right??!!] Anyhoo, I quickly asked him what he meant by that. Whether it's good or bad for my body. Alhamdulillah, the answer was positive. I do have a big heart,people.. Literally or figuratively. +LOL+ [And now surely am a big-headed person too!]

Just now, I got a message from an old friend through a close friend of mine [is my sentence understandable?]. It made my 'big' heart sank after reading it. I won't go into details here regarding the content of the message nor explain which old friend gave the message, but all I can say is that person has a special spot in my heart. Everything about him touches my soul. Chewah!!!! [Yeah, I should stop writing now,shouldn't I? ha ha ha]

Be posting a longer and more interesting entry soon. Till then, have a nice life.

Wassalam~