Hope?

Assalamualaykum.

Last Tuesday, I visited my colleague [as mentioned here].
It was good to see that she took it really well.
Upon listening to her story on how her son died, I held back my tears.
She's just so strong. So strong. :|

Hence, I think we can't be sad all the time, can we?

That day I also met my best friend Mizot before she leaves for Fukui,Japan..
[which she already has by now..]
And on the same day I went home to my mummy+daddy [as I was already in Pasir Mas..]
Hehehehehehehehehehehe.
Managed to bake a chocolate brownie and Alhamdulillah, according to my colleagues the next day, the brownie pieces were scrumptious.
[or perhaps they were just trying to be polite.. to make me feel good.. LOL]

Something 'big' happened too.. the night I was at home.
Something that brought smiles to my face and causing me to oversleep.
And making me texted my superior that I was gonna be a bit late to school. :D
That thing just made me wanna share this song with y'all reading this.
Do cherish the lovely melody of the song and the beautifully written lyrics.
[and I dedicate this song especially to Ms Istanbul.. ;)]

♥ ♥ ♥
SERIBU TAHUN - by Imran Ajmain
[OST 'Kerana Cintaku Saerah']

Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini
Biar berputar utara selatan ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia

Relaku mengejarmu seribu batu jauh lagi
Tapi benarkah kaki ku-kan tahan sepanjang jalan ini
Biar membisu burung bersiulan terlelah gelombang lautan
Ku masih setia

Adakah engkau tahu... ini cinta
Adakah engkau pasti... ini untuk selama-lamanya

Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini...
Biar berputar utara selatan ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia

Jangan putus harapan...
Sedia setia...

♥ ♥ ♥

Wassalam.

Fate.

Assalamualaykum.

Last night, while chit-chatting with my sister I was shocked to hear from the news that Dr Sheikh Muszaphar's brother had passed away.
Pardon my ignorance, as I was not aware of the incident happened to his younger brother last week.
I was later informed by my sister of what happened resulting Allahyarham in coma for approximately 7 days.

The news got me thinking.. it silenced me for a while.
We as humans have definitely no idea of what to happen in the future.
Fate Allah has written clearly proved its truth.

MasyaAllah, I dare not think of how their mother [especially] must have felt.
As she was thinking about Dr Muszaphar's safety, suddenly a tragedy happened to her other son and causing death some more?
My deep condolences to all of Dr Sheikh Muszaphar's family..sincerely from the bottom of my heart.
I do hope that they'll be strong in order to overcome this trial.

Let's all recite Al-Fatihah to the deceased, Allahyarham Sheikh Mustafa Shukor Al-Masrie Sheikh Mustapha.
Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas roh beliau dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang² beriman.
Amin.

Wassalam.

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-29th October 2007
At approximately 10.00 a.m. today, I received another devastating news.
A colleague of mine who had just gave birth to a baby boy on 2 Syawal lost her only son this morning.
Allahyarham was only managed to be around for 15 days and all that while he was in the ICU in HUSM, not within his parents and family's embrace.
According to my other colleague, the baby died in his mother's arm.. :(
Again, Al-Fatihah to the baby.. :((

Reasons...

Assalamualaykum.

Things happen for a reason, and sometimes the reason is beyond our understandings.

I have my own reasons why I did what I did.. and most of the times I just need people to understand without questioning why.

Freedom is what I need but somehow I feel as if it's been taken away far from me, bit by bit till I'm suffocating.

Sometimes, I think being incognito to some is a blessing in disguise! sigh..

No explanation.

Wassalam.

p/s: To 'anonymous' in the previous entry.. yes, I know Ustzh. Soliha.. :)

Eid'07

Assalamualaykum.

I guess I won't be blogging until Eid.
Today InsyaAllah I'll be going back to my hometown..
(as I always have every weekend!! LOL)

So, I'd like to take this opportunity to wish all of you readers..

A happy+blissful celebration of Eid.
And sorry for all my wrong doings..

Selamat Hari Raya Eid-ul-Fitr..
Maaf Zahir dan Batin.. :)


Wassalam~

MyRamadhan~

Assalamualaykum..

I try not to be "malas" this time.
This new template should encourage me to write more.
But until now, the feeling remains the same.
It seems like whenever I try to post an entry here, my mind just goes numb.
Blank.

Well, perhaps I should just share with anyone reading this blog about my Ramadhan this year.

Alhamdulillah, I feel like there's something extra special about this holy month of Ramadhan.
This Ramadhan in particular.
It's something that I can't really explain further, but I know it's special.
For Asni, maybe it's because this is her first Ramadhan being a wife, so no elaboration for that.
So obvious that this Ramadhan is extra special to you, darling. :)

But for yours truly, well as I said I can't say much because I don't understand it either.
Maybe the way I 'celebrate' Ramadhan is different this year.
In what way?

• This Ramadhan, Mum doesn't have to force me to go to the mosque for Taraaweh.. LOL
• This Ramadhan, I started to enjoy going to ceramah agama with my parents every Friday.
• This Ramadhan, I get to spend quality times with both my family and friends.
• This Ramadhan, I get to know quite A LOT of new friends [read:bloggers], they're all phenomenal!
  
• This Ramadhan, insyaAllah I'll be finishing the 30 juzu' of AlQuran.. [I started longggg ago, not on the 1st Ramadhan itself though.. :(]
  

So, maybe it's the way I fulfill this holy month that makes it extra special pour moi.
All I know is, Syawal this year won't be as good as before.
I don't get to see quite a lot of my acquaintances this Eid.
Sigh~

Wassalam..

Five(s)

Assalamualaykum..and good morning.

I was in front of the PC during free period and was thinking of what should I write today..
I thought hard but instead I clicked on Asni's blog and voilllllaa!!
There's today's topic! LOL

Actually it's the familiar TAG game we always have in our little blogosphere.
And since I'm clueless of what to write since this early moring, I decided to take up the 'challenge' hence completing an entry here.
Now that's killing two birds with a stone pour moi.

5 FAVORITE FOOD THAT I FEEL LIKE HAVING NOW:
[which I can..legally.. hehehehehe..]

• Asni's chocolate cake with lots of Hershey's Chocolate Syrup on it..
• My mum's Ikan Percik.
• Secret Recipe's Chicken Cornish.
• McDonald's Oreo McFlurry.
  
• Sushi..

5 FOOD THAT I'D LIKE TO HAVE FOR BREAKFAST (after Ramadhan-lah):

• Nestle Honey Stars with cold fresh milk.
• Nasi Kerabu with Daging Bakar..
• Pulut Panggang.
• Nasi Kapit with Sambal Ikan.. [one of Kelantan's special delicacies..]
• Nasi Dagang Kelantan with the same Sambal Ikan.

5 FOOD I'D MOST LIKELY BUY FOR BERBUKA TODAY:

• Guess I won't be buying anything.. will break fast with Ma+Adik at home today. :)
  

The tag game ends here, as I won't be tagging anyone.
But in case you're as clueless as I am this morning, feel free to share yours.. :)

Hrmmmm.. Ramadhan is coming to an end real soon.
I feel so sad deep down in my heart..
Hopefully we'll all get to 'meet' Ramadhan again next year..
InsyaAllah..
Sigh~

Revamped!!

Assalamualaykum.

A fresh new look from me. :)
Been wanting to use this template long ago, but I just couldn't find the time to edit the html codes et cetera.

So, people.. next time if I stop updating for quite a some time, then you guys should know why-lah.
It's either because I'm bored of the layout/template..
Or I blog somewhere else. ;)

Wassalam~

psst..how's my new template look like? nice or not...? :D