:: simply fizzy ::: February 2010

Thursday, February 25, 2010

IRRITATED.

i think this blog is turning out to sort of like my personal diary.

haha. should i make this private?

i'm not someone who'll confront and say what i feel.

so the feeling goes here. for now, it's definite.

I'M IRRITATED.

p/s: i know you're happy, but is it a MUST to brag about it?

lately i'm feeling like i'm such a bad friend.

i got so irritated with stuff i shouldn't be.

perhaps because i always think that life is so unfair.

how come people can have all the luxury to be in the place they are now?

while i'm stuck with the same old routine each day.

nothing excites me. (except for the fact that i'm going for a trip next month)

do i need a new hobby?

to forget the happy and joyful life other people lead?

tawakkal.

putting on a fake smile.

listening to all of your stories.

i know you're not bragging, but damn..

it feels like you really are.

i was not happy,not at all.

but i pretended that i was.

i'm sorry if that was mean, but damn..

faking it is all i can do.

dear miss b,

thank you for your time and wise words.

i'm glad we had the talk just now.

it felt great to let out to someone what's been bugging me.

i'll always remember your advice and opinions, sis.

thanks again and take care..

♥ hugs ♥