Sometimes I don't really understand LIFE.
Why should it be so difficult to understand?
Why must it bring sadness and confusion to me when all I need is PEACE?
Why, oh why??
These past few weeks I've been trying hard to be joyous.
To show my happy face to everyone..
I fought with my own emotion..trying to forget the sadness.
And the GUILT.
But in the end what good does that give me?
None. Nothing at all.
Perhaps I should be CRUEL this time around.
I should stop caring..
Because by showing that I care, I only make matters worse.
So ironic, don't you think?
it has always been my principle to only care for those who cared for you in return. selflessness is no longer appreciated unfortunately.
ReplyDeletemy best friend,
ReplyDeletei can't agree more with your point.
on the contrary, i don't expect ppl to care for me.
but if i do care about them, why does that make them unhappy?
it's confusing,tau..
buang la rasa bersalah tu sbb fizzy x salah apa pun.. manusia ni komplikated.. rambut sama hitam hati lain2.. bila caring, kata kita nyibuk2.. bila x caring, kata x amik peduli.. so biar je la.. jgn serabutkan fikiran lagi okeh.. ceria2 sokmo.. chaiyok!! chaiyok!! \(^_^)/
ReplyDeleteAchik...
ReplyDeletethanks so much.
your words sangat convincing and uplifting!!
fizzy akan ingat tu..
:)
ReplyDeletekito hok pilih utuk serabukke palo kito ben'narnyoh...
tok payoh pikir... buke ado pekdoh pun. yo dok suko... bia ke'dio lah..
sabik tu kato, jange pikir masalah, pikir solusi, kalu takdok jale.. bendo tu tok peting... bo pikir... wak sakik pal'lo jah...
laing kalu mik'kir tok de pitih nok bayar khet'to, sewo rumoh ko, susu anok ko... tu peting la...
hey babe!
ReplyDeletepls dun stop caring about me..=)
if you need to talk or continue what we left at asni's place, feel free to call..u need to update me more la..hihih..
cheer up babe!