Saturday, August 11, 2007

Guilty!!


I feel so guilty..
So guilty I almost cried..
Felt so bad for being the curious me.
And even worse for knowing things I shouldn't have..
But the worst is to know that I've made you sad.

To that person..
[ you know who you are..]
I look up to you more than anyone else.
'Seeing' you making others happy and for all I know you're hurt inside.
Please find a spot in your heart to forgive me.
For being such a jerk and causing you discomfort.

I'm so sorry~

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fizzy..
like i said, its nobodys fault..
so no need to feel sad, guilty, apologize etc..
i have no reason to be mad..
:)

That's how I felt nonetheless.
I know you're not angry, but like 'anonymous' said, perhaps I've made you uncomfortable/uneasy with what happened.
Ermmm..thanks for leaving a note.
I do feel a little better. :|

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  1. AnonymousAugust 11, 2007 at 7:18 PM

    I truly believe that person isn't angry with you. Uncomfortable, maybe. For all that we know, he's been keeping his hurtful feelings all this while. He's a changed person nowadays, almost becoming someone who we don't even recognize anymore.
    We know he's been blogging but he never let us read. So we let him, for it is a good therapy to salvage himself. at least he has something he can channel his thoughts into.
    I don't know how much you've heard, but please keep it to yourself and restrain from seeking for more. We don't want to lose him, before we lose him.

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  2. Pa'chikAugust 11, 2007 at 8:16 PM

    erk...

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  3. *fizzy*August 11, 2007 at 8:21 PM

    Dear Anonymous..

    With all due respect,that truly wasn't my intention at all, as I knew about it by accident..
    But I'M SO SORRY from the bottom of my heart if I've made situations worse for him.
    I truly am.

    My heart aches too knowing that I've hurt someone like him.
    Though I might not know him 'in person' but his writings had become one of my daily necessities these days.
    [he's one of my fav bloggers..]

    Thanks for leaving a note here.
    As things can't be undone, please accept my heartiest apology.

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  4. *fizzy*August 11, 2007 at 8:26 PM

    Pa'chik..
    :(

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  5. Hime-samaAugust 11, 2007 at 8:51 PM

    you bukan purposely...
    itu je aku nak cakap..

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  6. *fizzy*August 11, 2007 at 9:14 PM

    Hime-san..
    Purposely or not, I did hurt him in a way only he knows.
    I take the blame.
    I should've respect why he did what he did.
    Sigh~

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  7. aRmAugust 11, 2007 at 9:23 PM

    fizzy..
    like i said, its nobodys fault..
    so no need to feel sad, guilty, apologize etc..
    i have no reason to be mad..
    :)

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  8. *fizzy*August 11, 2007 at 10:23 PM

    Doc..
    That's how I felt nonetheless.
    I know you're not angry.
    Like 'anonymous' said, maybe you feel a little uncomfortable/uneasy.
    Pardon me for that causing that..~

    :((

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  9. NoktahHitamAugust 11, 2007 at 10:52 PM

    bukankah org itu aku?

    chet..

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  10. fizzyAugust 11, 2007 at 10:54 PM

    My Dear eD..

    Perasannya...
    Err..aku buat salah ngn kau jugak ke?
    :p
    Kalau ada, ampun maaf..
    Kau tahu I can't bear if anyone marah kat aku..
    Huhuhuhuh..

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