Hope?

Assalamualaykum.

Last Tuesday, I visited my colleague [as mentioned here].
It was good to see that she took it really well.
Upon listening to her story on how her son died, I held back my tears.
She's just so strong. So strong. :|

Hence, I think we can't be sad all the time, can we?

That day I also met my best friend Mizot before she leaves for Fukui,Japan..
[which she already has by now..]
And on the same day I went home to my mummy+daddy [as I was already in Pasir Mas..]
Hehehehehehehehehehehe.
Managed to bake a chocolate brownie and Alhamdulillah, according to my colleagues the next day, the brownie pieces were scrumptious.
[or perhaps they were just trying to be polite.. to make me feel good.. LOL]

Something 'big' happened too.. the night I was at home.
Something that brought smiles to my face and causing me to oversleep.
And making me texted my superior that I was gonna be a bit late to school. :D
That thing just made me wanna share this song with y'all reading this.
Do cherish the lovely melody of the song and the beautifully written lyrics.
[and I dedicate this song especially to Ms Istanbul.. ;)]

♥ ♥ ♥
SERIBU TAHUN - by Imran Ajmain
[OST 'Kerana Cintaku Saerah']

Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini
Biar berputar utara selatan ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia

Relaku mengejarmu seribu batu jauh lagi
Tapi benarkah kaki ku-kan tahan sepanjang jalan ini
Biar membisu burung bersiulan terlelah gelombang lautan
Ku masih setia

Adakah engkau tahu... ini cinta
Adakah engkau pasti... ini untuk selama-lamanya

Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini...
Biar berputar utara selatan ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia

Jangan putus harapan...
Sedia setia...

♥ ♥ ♥

Wassalam.

3MlmTnp( * )

Assalamualaykum..

I've never realized the significance of this song until today.
As always, I cherised the lyric of any songs best while I'm driving.
And for this song it's no difference..
Man, what's wrong with me??
Wasn't I supposed to be ignorant?

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Fiq (Mentor) - 3 Malam Tanpa Bintang.

Kasih.. maafkan diriku
Banyak dosaku padamu
Tidak terhitung jari jemari daku
Tak dapat dibilang bagai bintang beribu
Sukarnya diriku menebus kekhilafan yang lalu

Kasih.. engkau tak bersalah
Hanya hatiku yang buta
Tulus dan ikhlas kau korban jiwa raga
Dan tanpa belas ku buat kau kecewa
Ku tahu dirimu sukar melupakan segalanya

Tiga malam tanpa bintang
Dan diriku dihimpit penyesalan
Arah tuju kian fanaKerna hilangnya manira
Bagaikan siang diselubung gerhana

Kembalikan senda tawa

Pulangkanlah manis disenyum manja
Ku pahatkan keinsafan
Dan patrikan kesetiaan
Sehingga nadi menafikan nyawa

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Pa'chik (and everybody)..
Please bear with me for a few more days ok? ;p
I think this won't take long..
The personality 'transition' is not that easy as it seems to be.

Psssst.. Shambie darling..
Do excuse our extremely short date last night.
So short you only managed to finish only a slice of that finger-licking papperoni dip-licious pizza.
[some more with Nuqman around and the waiter who acted like he's chasing us away..LOL!!]

Wassalam~

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Assalamualaykum..

Seems like my love for writing prevents me from leaving this blog for long.
As for yours truly, writing gives me a sort of satisfaction.
It feels like I'm sharing my thoughts and stories with people closest to me.
So, I really hope you'll accept me blogging again.

I've been blaming myself for quite some time now.
And I can't really say that I've stopped doing that.
I still feel that way..

Achik..Kak pB..thanks A LOT for giving me full support through the times I consider "hard".
And pa'chik for always making me laugh..
It was hard for me, even though you guys might feel otherwise.
But life must go on, and I've to face the fact.
And accept his decision.. [though that only saddens me~]

Tomorrow InsyaAllah I'll be leaving for a short trip to North.
If only I could meet him, that would be better,wouldn't it? :(
But no,on the other hand, that'll make thing even worse that it already has.

Anyways, this song means SO MUCH to me.
Do cherish the song and its meaningful lyrics.
The first time I heard it, I cried.. whole heartedly.

*****

TAPI BUKAN AKU
Kerispatih

jangan lagi kau sesali keputusanku
kutak ingin kau semakin kan terluka
tak ingin ku paksakan cinta ini
meski tiada sanggup untuk kau terima

aku memang manusia paling berdosa
khianati rasa demi keinginan semu
lebih baik jangan mencinta
biarku dan semua hatiku
karena takkan pernah kau temui
cinta sejati

berakhirlah sudah semua kisah ini
dan jangan kau tangisi lagi
sekalipun aku takkan pernah mencoba kembali padamu
sejuta kata maaf terasa kan percuma
sebab rasa ku tlah mati untuk menyadarinya

semoga saja kan kau dapati
hati yg tulus mencintaimu
tapi bukan aku

*****

Wassalam~

Him.

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Wishin' and Hopin' by Ani DiFranco

Wishing and hoping
And thinking and praying
Planning and dreaming
Each night of his charms
That won’t get you into his arms

So if you’re looking
To find love that you can share
All you gotta do is
Hold him and kiss him and love him
And show him that you care

Show him that you care just for him
Do the things that he likes to do
Wear your hair just for him
Cause you won’t get him
Thinking and praying,
Wishing and hoping
Just

Wishing and hoping and
Thinking and praying
Planning and dreaming
His kisses will start
That won’t get you into his heart

So if you’re thinking
Of how great true love is
All you gotta do is
Hold him, and kiss him
And squeeze him and love him
Just do it
And after you do
You will be his

Show him that you care
And just for him
Do the things that he likes to do
Wear your hair just for him
Cause you won’t get him
Thinking and praying
Wishing and hoping just

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Assalamualaykum..

Was just enjoying the pictures in Asni's blog when this song came into mind.
So happen, Idya posted the same song [minus the audio, just the lyric] in her blog not so long ago.
I guess this song is one of tkc9600 all-time favourite songs.
Not only the melody is good, the lyric is somewhat so catchy. :)
Talk about unrequited love.. Sigh~

And a few days back I was on the phone with Mlle. Shaxu.
She was really surprised actually to know that I still have feelings for him. LOL.
Dear,I didn't tell you all this while because you guys have been really close.
And another fact is that I know it's never gonna happen anyway.
I'm not hoping.. at least not anymore~

Hence, this song is just to ease my mood.
Am feeling rather 'romantic' upon seeing Asni+Asib's pictures in Langkawi. :D
[this song is dedicated to both of you.. so when's the baby coming?? hahahaha.. I can't wait!]

I hope it ends here. And by 'it' I meant the longing for him.
Scold me or whatever you want, but being me, I just can't find the courage to walk up to him and say I like him.

Wassalam~

♥ is ♥

Assalamualaykum.

♥ ♥ ♥

Ada Cinta - Acha Septriasa & Irwansyah

Ucapkanlah kasih..
Satu kata yang kunantikan
Sebab ku tak mampu membaca matamu
Mendengar bisikmu

Nyanyikanlah kasih..
Senandung kata hatimu
Sebab ku tak sanggup mengartikan getar ini
Sebab ku meragu pada dirimu

Mengapa berat ungkapkan cinta
Padahal ia ada
Dalam rinai hujan, dalam terang bulan
Juga dalam sedu sedan

Mengapa sulit mengaku cinta
Padahal yang terasa
Dalam rindu dendam, hening malam
Cinta.. terasa ada…

♥ ♥ ♥

Am feeling a bit down today because I've been listening to this song non-stop since morning.
To tell you the truth, I'm not a big fan of the movie "My Heart" starring Acha Septriasa and Irwansyah.
[It was a complete turn off pour moi, I didn't even try to watch the film.]
I like the OST, but not the way they acted in that movie.
Irwansyah for me, seemed so "lembik" in it. [pardon me if that's harsh for any Irwan's fans out there].

But the upcoming movie "Love is Cinta" is very intriguing for me.
Then again it's not because of the two lovebirds [Acha+Irwan] but I'm looking forward to watch the co-actor Raffi Ahmad in action.
Seeing the film's TMO [the making of] and watching Raffi's character, touched my heart.
The theme of this new movie is for me a bit more interesting than the previous "My Heart".
Not only it's a tiny little bit more serious, but the theme is so close to me.
Well, it's a story about an unrequited love.
How familiar is that to yours truly?
That's like a synonym to me!
:((

Wassalam~

p/s: Achik sila beli speaker or bergegas ke CC sekarang. LOL

Sensei!

Assalamualaykum.
For your listening pleasure, click play button.
I think this is my theme song for this week.
Hehehehehehehe..

NO MORE CRY
[Gokusen 2 OST by D-51]

NO MORE CRY! NO MORE CRY!
NO MORE CRY! NO MORE CRY!

Ashitae NO MORE CRY !
To Tomorrow! No More Cry!
Ashitae NO MORE CRY!
To Tomorrow! No More Cry!

Konna ni taisetsu na hito ga
Someone this precious to me,
Chikaku ni iru koto sae mo
Even though they are right next to me,
Kidukazu ni namida nagashitari
They are crying and I don't realize it.

Tsukue no rakugaki no naka ni
Scribbled on the top of my desk,
Kagayaita yume no kakera
Are pieces of a glimmering dream,
Hitori mune ni kakushitari
I lock it up inside my heart.

Sonna LONELY DAYS
Those Lonely Days,
Kurikaesu no wa mou yame you
Let's not repeat them anymore.
Kono sora no iro ni kae you ..yeah
Let's change them into the color of the sky. Yeah!
Nigedasu koto ni narete itanda
I was used to running away;
Jibun dake dato susande tanda
Thinking I was all by myself.
Sonna kinou no boku ni wa sayonara
I'm saying ‘goodbye’ to those yesterdays!

Hashiri dasu yo! NO MORE CRY! NO MORE CRY!
I'm gonna run! No More Cry! No More Cry!
Kimi no te mo hiite yukeru
I'm going to hold on to your hand.

Ashitae NO MORE CRY! NO MORE CRY!
To Tomorrow! No More Cry! No More Cry!
Kanashimi janaku yorokobi no
Rather than the tears of sorrow
Namida wo nagashi tai
I want to shed tears of joy

Ano hi no kimi no yasashi sa ni
That day, you showed me kindness;
Sunao ni nare nai boku wa
I responded with harshness.
Chiisana te wo furi haratta
I just brushed off your tiny hand.

Hodoketa mama no kutsu himo ja hashire nai yo
With my shoelaces untied like this, I can't run.
Kono sora wo fukaku suikomou..yeah
So let's take a deep breath of that sky. Yeah!

Taisetsu na koto wasuretetanda
I have forgotten what is precious.
Mirai kara me wo sorashite tanda
I've turned my eyes away from the future.
Sonna kinou no boku ni wa sayonara
I'm saying goodbye to those yesterdays!

Hashiri dasu yo! NO MORE CRY! NO MORE CRY!
I'm gonna run! No More Cry! No More Cry!
Kimi ga soba ni ite kureta
You were always there for me,
Egao de NO MORE CRY! NO MORE CRY!
With a sweet smile.. No More Cry! No More Cry!
Nando demo yari naoseru
No matter how many times it takes, I will start over again

Talk to me about you,baby
Talk to me about you,baby
Konna ni mo kimi wo motomeru
I'm even begging you like this.
Itsudemo..stay with me for loving you,baby
Forever, stay with me for loving you, baby
Hitori dewa ikite yuke nai
Since you are alone, you cannot go forward.
Kitto.. dare mo ga
No one could!
Kogoeta yubisaki wo urete atatame taiyo
I want to warm your frozen fingers with my touch.
Me ni utsuru subete wo ima wa
Everything I see reflected in my eyes right now
Dakishimetai
I want to embrace it.

Hashiri dasu yo! NO MORE CRY! NO MORE CRY!
I'm gonna run! No More Cry! No More Cry!
Kimi no te mo hiite yukeru
I'm going to hold on to your hand.

Ashitae NO MORE CRY! NO MORE CRY!
To Tomorrow! No More Cry! No More Cry!
Kanashimi janaku yorokobi no
Rather than the tears of sorrow
Namida wo nagashi tai
I want to shed tears of joy

NO MORE CRY! NO MORE CRY!
No More Cry! No More Cry!
Kanashimi janaku yorokobi no
Rather than the tears of sorrow
Namida wo nagashi tai
I want to shed tears of joy

p/s: I'll give the translation later, got meeting now. :)

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*added on 21June07;

The translation as I promised.
Achik, I really hope you can listen to this song.. =)
Pa'chik.. I dedicate this song to you. Get Well Soon.. [don't cry because you've sore eyes..hehehe]
Dr So'od, the song is from a Japanese drama Gokusen.. a story about a strong-willed female teacher. =)
And to all... I'M GOING HOME TODAY!!!!!!!!!! :D

Songs...

Assalamualaykum..
A friend of mine depised the idea of placing the "SingingBox" in my sidebar.
He thought that it's very irritating.. Huhuhuhu..
Do y'all think so too?

The reason why I put the "SingingBox" is to share my current favourite mp3.
Or the kind of songs that I like to listen to.
No matter what the language is.. Mandarin, Korean, Spanish, Bahasa, English..
As long as the melody suits me, I'll fall in love with the song within seconds.
Just so you know, there's a "STOP" button there.
I beg you to just click on it if you think it bothers you.
(Do I sound angry? Hehehe..don't misunderstand me,ok? I'm not.)

What say you my other readers?
Shall I put away the "Box that Sings"...??
Do tell, if many of you detest the idea, then I'll delete it right away.

On a similar note, Asni said she tagged me.
Again. (Asni darling,..you're really into this TAG thingy right??)
Hehehehehehe.. but I think I'll pass.
You don't mind, do you?
It's just that 2001 was not a 'joyful' or 'memorable' year for me.
When I was 18, I felt lost. Don't really know where I was heading to.
I think I've no fond memories that year, except my Kak Yong got married.

But, let me fill your curiousity with something quite similar to the task in that Tag game.
I happen to have a few songs that remind me of those special in my heart.

One Sweet Day (Mariah Carey&BoysIIMen)
- reminds me of you and all the Thoroughbreds 9600. I think this song was so popular back when we were in Form 1. You know, everytime I hear this song, I would always picture us going to the Dining Hall for breakfast, Prep Class, walking through the Lover's Lane in college, Friendship Day.. =) This is OUR song,kan?.

Smooth (Santana feat. Rob Thomas)
-this song never fails to remind me of Jasman Haris. Do you still remember him, Asni? The oh-so-cute SASian who came to our French Day and stole my heart away? Hahahahaha.. (Joking lah! Marah F****n nanti!) For the record, he's chubby now, you know. So the cuteness has gone with the wind-lah. LOL. But Jasman's a good friend, no doubt about it. His friendship, is definitely worth keeping. And as to why this song reminds me of him, I also don't know. Maybe he once told me it was his favourite.

Ku Impikan Bintang (Sean Ghazi)
- this song by Sean Ghazi reminds me of Kak Ruby. In fact, all of Sean's songs remind me of her. Why, because she wrote such wonderful entry about Sean in her blog and I got butterflies listening to Sean's voice and watching him in his music video. But the main reason is because Kak Ruby actually went through all the troubles to get me his CD (that time it was not yet available in KB, early 2007.) She called me to get my address and get it posted. Thanks, Kak Ruby. I was deeply touched..

Here Without You (3 Doors Down)
- Fqrl. This particular song reminds me of him. I guess it's because he introduced me to it. And I fell in love with the song on the spot. The lyrics have got nothing to do with him, me or our friendship but still, whenever I hear this song, I'll automatically think of him. A v.good friend and counselor/advisor.

Here Without You - 3 Doors Down

There you have it.
Hope this satisfies your curiousity,Asni darling.
Wassalam~