Saturday, July 30, 2005

low

assalamualaykum..
have not yet fully recovered from the 'disease' i've written in the recent post.
thanks to shazu, for taking your time asking me what the problem is..
thing is, i can't answer it either..

~i'm feeling low~

wassalam.

Monday, July 25, 2005

finally!

assalamualaykum..
after a very long period,
i finally made up my mind to post an entry in this blog..
no specific idea on what to write as nothing's vivid in my memory..
so actually i've nothing to share..
wait~
on second thought, maybe i do..
fyi, i'm feeling a bit down lately..
poor kids, they have to suffer the consequences..
having an emotional teacher like yours truly,
everyday there must be at least one student got scolded.
(only these past few days, mind you..before i was like an angel, okay?!)
i have no idea what caused this emotional 'breakdown' inside of me..
friends?workload?financial problem?loneliness?
~sigh~
i want to be happy like everyone..
i want to be able to smile again..
i want to be the best teacher..
i want to be everything that i'm not!

wassalam~

Monday, June 20, 2005

howdy?!

assalamualaykum..
pardon me for not blogging lately..
been real busy [as if i'm the PM of msia..]
plus i have not gone back to Kutan since the last school break..
and though my visit to the school lab is an 'everyday basis',
i have yet to come up with ideas on what to write..
i just got back to school actually, attended a half-day course of ICT..
next week i've to start teaching ICT thingies to Year One students..
can you imagine that?
i've suffered enough teaching them English, now have to be burdened with the new subject.
sigh~
alright, have to go real quick..
astalavista!!
wassalam.

postScript: AFundi MAWI!!! {+LOL}

Friday, June 10, 2005

over!

assalamualaykum..
the school break has finally come to an end..
huhuuuhuhuhuhu...
2 weeks felt like 2 seconds..
and today i've to drive back to setiu..+sigh+
[in terengganu, Shazu!!]
+LOL+
take good care, people..
wassalam~

Wednesday, June 8, 2005

amaranthine

assalamualaykum..
dearest friends of tkc..
let's us treasure this date..
as it had already been 5 years since our last play..
'amaranthine' is THE BEST we've ever done..
though luck was not on our side that fatal night..
anyways, each day in Bukit Merbah was a memorable one..
nothing can change that..
right, gals?!
miss all of ya..
-XoX-



postScript: happy birthday,Farihan![tkc0004]

Monday, June 6, 2005

saved

assalamualaykum..
to mr M who's been wondering why i'm saved,
here's why~
the summons ticket wasn't mine!!!![yay!]
i've just realized that 3rd april i was in Pantai Cahaya Bulan..
for my Maxis course..
and my brother drove my car to his in laws' that day..
so 'twas his fault!!!
+LOL+

Saturday, June 4, 2005

lonely.

assalamualaykum..
the song hits me like a rock..
left a bruised heart inside of me..
lonely..i am ms. lonely..i have nobody..to call my own..

"i'm so lonely..
i am mr lonely
i have nobody

to call my own.."